A lot of people think it’s weird that I’ve never gone out with someone or kissed anyone, and partly it’s because I’m homeschooled, but it’s also because I listen to my parents. Yes, I listen to my parents, hard to believe? Well the bible tells us to obey our parents. I know they are making the right restrictions for me even though I sometimes feel left out when my friends are able to be in a realtionship and all that. But I’d also like to say, just because I’m homeschooled, it doesn’t mean I have to be weird. I may not know every freaking kind of alcohol or drug, but who needs to know that? I may now know who the latest couple is. I may not like some of the nasty songs that you’re into. I’m different, I’m not very good at math, throwing up is my biggest fear, I hate doing speeches, I’ve never hit a guy, I don’t have a phone (yet..) and I am supposed to be in 8th grade but I didn’t go in school at the right time, and I have this horrible breathing thing that I get when I’m nervous or feeling bad. I’m not perfect, that’s for sure. I try to be cool and sometimes it doesn’t work out. People get mad at me for doing the right thing. I cry a lot. Sometimes I like school. I want a bearded dragon (Lizard). And I have to go into High School without any experience of public school. How on earth am I going to survive? I don’t have an answer right now, but I’m pretty sure I’ll be okay. I don’t know anyone who’s going that’s in my grade, and most of the people I’ll be with that I know are Juniors and Seniors. Well I don’t know. I don’t know.

I don’t know.

I’m different.